Trust

Title: Trust
Utensils: Pens and Copics

Hey, I am scared.
The demon in my head haunts me
He said,
I am a fake…
Trying too hard to be normal…
I’m Crazy, Nutjob, Damaged…

My world is full of contradictions.
Flaming water, Frozen smoke.
I don’t know where to go.
My heart clings while my mind is loose.
My heart needs warmth while my mind needs coldness.
Left or right?
Am I making the right decision?

I’m struggling to stand in the path of sanity.
Keep my eyes open or I’ll fall to madness.
Walking on the tight rope.
The end is below and there is no coming back.
The pain is overwhelming.
My light is slowly being feasted by the demon.

I’m glad you’re still here.
Will you see me differently after all of this?
I know that you would wipe away my fears.
Erased the demon inside of me every time he appears.
Telling me “Everything is going to be alright”
Telling me “I’ll always be by your side.”
Telling me “Nothing is perfect and I accept you.” I trusted you.
Please… take me away to a better place.
Where the demons cannot touch me ever again.
Shield me from the demon called 'Myself'.

-Frinky@2016